normal people i think would complain and start cursing but...somehow i'm happy with it. it ceeps me occupied and i'm not able to think about my homesickness that became really bad!!! and in the morning i see bats hanging in front of my second window(the view is great! i have a wall)and during the night i share my room with cute mice(once i could catch one. it was really kind and not afraid of so i set it free in front of my house, my grandma told me to throw it out of the window or to fludh it the toillet! result of that was that i grabbed the mouse and ran away crying like a little child).
and it is this happy feeling when you finish your work and say fuck off and get your freakin reward for it->good grades
i thought that i'll never worry about my grades but the day came that i finally did and hey the world keeps runningand everybody is alive^^
since a very long time i could experienced that...changes could turn out positive...that everything goes up and i'm happy about it, but still i want to deal with my past and not deny or runnaway from it like i did all the time...maybe i'm ready, maybe i'm able to deal with the things which tortured me so long...maybe it's time to open up the trunk take all those feelings and events out again
one day it will happen and maybe it's soon you never know^^but untill that day i think i should just enjoy the little things of life^^









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I smile because it makes me feel good. Not necessarily because I like you...
Christina Marie Weir
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-Minh steh auf es brennt!!!
-grml...und deswegen weckst du mich=_=
no prob^^
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-Minh steh auf es brennt!!!
-grml...und deswegen weckst du mich=_=
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Visit the Gaza News article [link]
And watch this video: [link]
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I'm So Miserable !
it was just sooooo cute><
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-Minh steh auf es brennt!!!
-grml...und deswegen weckst du mich=_=
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I'm So Miserable !
hast du mal auf meinem jappy-profil geckuckt da istz so ein dezenter link du nase^^
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-Minh steh auf es brennt!!!
-grml...und deswegen weckst du mich=_=
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